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I always thought I coped relatively well with stress.

Now I know I don’t…

Currently we are in a situation that is out of our control. There is absolutely nothing that we can do to change the outcome. We are busy trying to find alternatives IF things go the way we believe they will, but it’s proving to be a fruitless task.

And I’m scared.

Very scared.

I wake up feeling sick. I have the unwelcome return of the dreaded rushes of adrenalin throughout the day. I shake. I feel nauseous. I am teary.

And still, there is nothing that can be done.

I am anxious. I feel like I’m staring into the abyss.

I am free falling…